It's been too long since I've update this blog. I'm not a person who usually express what he feels into words, nor he's any good with expressing his feelings openly even to his close friends. So what do I do when I get emo all of a sudden? Usually booze will do just fine. The feeling of getting a little tad tipsy is the best thing in drinking. And a added bonus is when you have your drinking kakis around. I've made a few of them lately and its goooood. =D There was once I drank a little bit too much at my friend's barbeque birthday bash and I got wasted in a way. But I remember clearly of the things that happened that day - which is nothing at all. We all just had fun, chit chat a lil, drink and agreeing on what ever crap we came up with for no apparent reason.
And the next best thing was when I celebrated Christmas and New Year's eve with two very good friends. Treasured moments. Booze was part of it, but spending time together was gold.
Yep. It was just all fun.
Onto work. It's all the same - busy, busy, busy! Specially from the month of September to November. But on December it was all quiet. Now it's january and things are starting to look up a little. No more quiet studios and daily props room cleaning. YES, me and my friends are often assigned to do the never ending task of cleaning up and arrange the props in the props room. which is kinda pathetic because there's way way too many stuffs in there. And every week there's new stuffs coming in and it adds up to the work load.
fffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu-
Meh ranting is somewhat a norm for me nowadays.
On the emotional part of my life.. hmmm, well i've finally realized that, once something's gone, it really is, there' no point in trying to fight for it. The harder u try, the harder you fall. I have to learn it the hard way. But in a way, its a relieve for me. No longer I have to endure those emotional stress that I have to go through each and everyday. At least I know the truth. And the truth is like a bullet to your head, it frees you, gives you your life back, make you whole again.
"This is what I see when I look back. These moments, blinding as snow, they kill you, change you. You die and live again, remade."
Well I used to believe. Now I can't at all.
This post ends here.
Luke
Photos that I took recently.
We will be there soon by ~equinoxe7 on deviantART
Don't turn away by ~equinoxe7 on deviantART
The last of his path by ~equinoxe7 on deviantART
Thanks for viewing!
And the next best thing was when I celebrated Christmas and New Year's eve with two very good friends. Treasured moments. Booze was part of it, but spending time together was gold.
Yep. It was just all fun.
Onto work. It's all the same - busy, busy, busy! Specially from the month of September to November. But on December it was all quiet. Now it's january and things are starting to look up a little. No more quiet studios and daily props room cleaning. YES, me and my friends are often assigned to do the never ending task of cleaning up and arrange the props in the props room. which is kinda pathetic because there's way way too many stuffs in there. And every week there's new stuffs coming in and it adds up to the work load.
fffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu-
Meh ranting is somewhat a norm for me nowadays.
On the emotional part of my life.. hmmm, well i've finally realized that, once something's gone, it really is, there' no point in trying to fight for it. The harder u try, the harder you fall. I have to learn it the hard way. But in a way, its a relieve for me. No longer I have to endure those emotional stress that I have to go through each and everyday. At least I know the truth. And the truth is like a bullet to your head, it frees you, gives you your life back, make you whole again.
"This is what I see when I look back. These moments, blinding as snow, they kill you, change you. You die and live again, remade."
Well I used to believe. Now I can't at all.
This post ends here.
Luke
Photos that I took recently.
We will be there soon by ~equinoxe7 on deviantART
Don't turn away by ~equinoxe7 on deviantART
The last of his path by ~equinoxe7 on deviantART
Thanks for viewing!
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